Thursday, March 31, 2005

im so obsessed with story books now. teen stories, fiction stories or whatever. i want to get more bookS!! oh. i want to get "the devil wears prada". the book looks interesting.

the form 3s' had tetanus today. quite fun seeing some of them freaking out. lolx. i feel like taking the jab again.

i've dreamt bout something weird today. really weird. i think im going to be mad. bluek.

my life is getting dull. i have nothing much to blog about nowadays. the under-18 guys won!!!!! they won the whole MSSD!!!! happy for them. sad for them cause lots of other school players kinda dislike our school boys now. i heard thomas, usj 8 player, injured his wrist, or hand, i dont know. it sounds very bad. people claim that they can see the bone sticking out which i have no idea how'd it look like. but it sounds bad.

sports day is tomorrow. bluek. its not like im taking part or what. who cares? just go there for some reasons, plus, my best friends are running!!! go sher ree!! go guat lu!!

jessie is gonna form a basketball team. she's gonna look for a new coach. and she invited me. haha. not exactly invited, she asked me to join them. *cheers*.

my knee hurts. i dont know why. i hope nothing serious.

i hate studying. i cant concentrate studying just now. biology is boring. kinda. but i still have to study right? exams, exams, exams. im gonna get last in class i think. i suck.

btw, the school expects us to wears school uniforms to MPSJ tomorrow. c'mon, its sports day. who actually wears uniforms to a sports occasion? silly. but the good news is, NO SCHOOL!

stupid azmir wasted our first 2 periods today. silly thing that we sat at the assembly spot for 2 periods! and we did absolutely nothing. zero. i wonder why he didnt want us to go back to class. its not like we're gonna do anything bad. sitting at the assembly spot is totally boring and hot. sweaty. wei keong was just sitting behind of me which i dont know why he ended up there. he talked loudly. china-beng style. i guess. i dont mean to insult, but its kinda true.

well, i think thats all. see ya!

2 .shEEts.
10:54 PM


Wednesday, March 30, 2005

my parents are sleeping now. im not sure whether my dad will wake up and shoo me back to my room. so im typing really silently now. not really. even my brother is sleeping, which makes me the only one awake. scary.

i have been sitting alone these few days since last week. my friend who sits next to me went for MSSD basketball. bluek. so boring. i didnt finish my maths homework today. 'some' people were being chickens. they ran away cause they didnt do their work when teacher pass by them. useless. well, the teacher asked why i didnt do my work. i gave her stupid reasons and stuffs. i think she is suspecting me.

started reading another book i got from MPH. kinda interesting.

i think i like him.

sports day on friday. am i going to get my meal? is kok seng running anyway?

exams!! im so dead. i dont know a single thing about physics. mayb a little little bit.

one of my friends, doesnt look aas cheerful as before. he looks very sad and moodless. i wonder why?

i hate people who thinks they are so cool. especially ---- . i took his guitar tuner, and he is making a big fuss of it. its not like i've never seen that thing before. im not stupid. he is stupid. and i noticed that his body is a little longer than his legs. haha. and he has a big head. always blocking my view when i need to copy notes from the board.

i miss him.

why are those girls so girlish? not all of them, but i know one form 2 girl, people says she is cute, i dont really think so. but i cant judge people through their looks. too bad.

tata~

2 .shEEts.
11:00 PM


Tuesday, March 29, 2005

earthquake~~!

i felt the earthquake! at first i thought it was some invinsible person or whatever shaking my bed. i was kinda freaked out. but i was talking on the phone, and the earthquake went on for only a few seconds. so, thats it.

i like the person more now. he is cute!

i did a lot of studying today. my exams/tests are next week. i studied chemistry just now. not too hard. i think i will pass. at least i have the confidence to pass. i dont think i will pass physics. i dont understand a single thing. NOTHING! zero! gosh. what am i suppose to do to catch up?

anyone wanna tutor me?

im so in a bad mood today. stupid daryl and azrin. daryl just hit my table when i was sleeping. FOR NOTHING! absolutely nothing. and he gave me this stupid reason that only 12 year old kids would say "you did that to me also right?". that was what he said. lame! and this azrin guy i hardly know, just kicked the football to my table, when i was sleeping too. arent they just dumb-asses? and then there is this guy, ex-classmate. he is a jerk since last time. and now he says that im acting cool in front of him? and you know why the arguement started? because he wrote a long testi, insulting me! and that's really annoying. i hate it, totally.

i bought more books from MPH. *claps*. i love MPH now. i wish i stay in it. so i can get to read those books for free and i can read them everyday. lolx.

anyone knows when is the "to-be-continued" part of sports day?

kok seng, if you ever read my blog, dont forget my meal!!! hahaha!! thats the main reason i went for sports day that day. haha.

i dont really have the mood to blog nowdays. see ya~ tata~

2 .shEEts.
10:31 PM


Sunday, March 27, 2005

today was the sukiest sports day ever. rained. ugh. whole body was wet. walked everywhere at MPSJ. weird me.

disturbed kok seng. he didnt give me the meal i wanted. he said after his event. but then, it rained. he said he will give me my meal. some day. bluek.

easter day. quite in a bad mood today. but was better in the afternoon.

i admire someone. unexpectedly. hehe. dont want him to know also. dont wana make things worse.

saw someone cute. lolx. dont worry. he's wei ling's boyfriend. he looks okay. but not the super cute type. just fine.

0 .shEEts.
7:25 PM


Wednesday, March 23, 2005

damn. suddenly blackout. was blogging halfway and now everything is gone. nevermind. since i have the time to blog again. here goes.

i cant believe my school under-18 girls actually won the 2 rounds today. score was 28-7, second game 25-16. not bad huh. i kinda underestimated the girl who i thought she cant play. she played better than some people. people who knows how to talk big. i dont know. i feel kinda guilty for insulting and criticising them. i had once wished that they lose badly. but then, it was the other way round. sad. i've learnt my lesson. no more cursing.

i know the truth now. they dont have enough jerseys. they only have 8. 8 boys jerseys. imagine the size of a guy. BIG. that was part of the reason they didnt put me in. besides, the captain wanted to balance the number of BIG players and SMALL players. you get what i mean. carol. she wasnt suppose to be in the team. she went to teacher and asked. she went today. lulu said she was okay. but the last time i played with her, she was bad. have she improved? i dont know. have to see her play some day.

as usual, went to school. boring day. thats what i say everyday. it is boring. brought a book to school. read a lot. now? i've already finished it. slept in class for like 15 or 10 minutes during bio. teacher was explaining some PEKA thing. wasnt interested. slept.

something weird happened today. few people fainted after playing that hold the breath thing. really weird. i dont exactly know how to explain it. but its definately dangerous. i witnessed the person who fainted twice. not good. if you know how to do it. PLS DONT TRY IT. i think its really dangerous. oh yea. daryl is such a chicken. he didnt dare to try. not that i want him to, but he should show some braveness. his good friend tried.

karyn and lisa has this BAMBOO thing going on. no idea what is that.

im seriously getting my meal on sports day. Yipee! good news. oh yea. gks looked cute yesterday. today not that cute.

'he' was nice to me. consoled me when i felt really guilty yesterday. appreciate it. hope he talks to me more often.

tests coming! havent even started studying. better start now or i will flunk every single subject! tata~

2 .shEEts.
10:23 PM


Tuesday, March 22, 2005

kinda lazy to blog nowadays. nothing much to talk about. serious.

so, today was MSSD for boys under-18. my skool. as usual, won! well, duh. so many pro players in the team. how could they not win? tomorrow, girls under-18 and boys under-15. honestly, i think the girls are not very good. i dont know. i think they dont have teamwork. well. i dont give a damn. i kinda hope they lose their first match but i dont think i would keep that thought. bad to curse.

im doing absolutely nothing now. im so damn bored. just finished my homework and revision. what else could i do?

i think i hurt my best friend. i didnt wish her good luck for the school team. i want them to lose. but i'd also hope her to do her best. and omg. she told me the truth of the team. there were not enough jerseys. that lame girl didnt get in. im so guilty now! omg. help me!

help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

0 .shEEts.
10:02 PM


Sunday, March 20, 2005

after being really busy for a few days. finally, i get to blog. phew!

okie. lets continue from where i stopped. the part where i was going to my friend's. we did went there. it was so damn fun! serious. playing basketball from 12 mid-night till 3 am. drinking milo, eating biscuits until 3.30 am. disturbing the boys after that and slept at 4 something mid-night.

from the basketball part. we reached my friend's house around 11 pm. late huh? got everything settled down. manage to persuade my friend to drive us to the basketball court. not very far though, but dont tell me you expect us to have a 20 minutes walk during midnight. enjoyed very much because i 1 on 1 with one of my friend. suprisingly, i won! oh. there were 2 girls and i played better than the other girl. im not boasting. but its true. lolx. then there was this drunk guy. he was kinda cute, but we dont even know him. he joined us. he's kinda good in it too. so, obviously you know which team will win.

then he had to go. continued playing. another group came. those few people were bad. mouth full of bad words. the guys played with them. quite good too. but they acted like 'kampung' boys. or should i say night market guys.

went back at around 3 am. which makes it so cool. i guess. rushed to bath. cant stand the heat. after bathing, went down to the kitchen with my friend. made milo for 4 people cause the other two boys wanted it. sat down and talked for a while. until around 3 40 i guess. the guys went up. me and my friend cleared the table. went to disturb the guys. in and out of the room. did a few add maths question but my brain was blank. went to sleep at 4 something.

oh yea. forgot to mention that one of my friend lost a basketball. woke up at around 10 am. went to look for the ball and played for a while. nothing much happened after that. bottom line, it was fun but tiring.

went to fellowship at 6 pm. kinda interesting but was yawning the whole way.

the day before i went to my friend's, my dad bought a new chest drawer for me and my bro. i fixed my own drawer. i was so successful! lolx. i did it all by myself.

today, went to church as usual. very tired. reached home around 3 pm. cleared my room because it was in a real mess. satisfied with the room condition now.

now? downloading songs and blogging. gonna go to my room and enjoy the new enviroment later.

tata~

2 .shEEts.
9:09 PM


Thursday, March 17, 2005

its hella bored now. i've just finished my studies. waiting for my dad to bring back MCD fries and sundae. yum yum. i cant believe i actually studied history just now. it wasnt that boring cause i was doing my own notes. well, am i a good girl or what?

remember when i said im going to my friends house? its tomorrow. and my other friends havent exactly plan it. bummer. they dont have transport because the oldest friend who knows how to drive, her car has been sent to repair. so, the rest of us dont know how to drive. we are still figuring how to get there.

my day was kinda boring. woke up at 12 in the afternoon. walked around up and down. so silly. hmm. went online around 2 something i guess. one of the pervert that was desparate to date me talked to me. again. asking the same usual thing - "wana go out with me?" sigh. why would i be interested in him? he's such a pervert. you guys should see the things he said to me in MSN. yuck!

ryn, now you know how good am i right?

went with karyn to the usj 4 phone shop to buy her starter kit. it rained before we reached there. went to brumbys after that. she treated me fries. costed her RM3 for a little small plate of fries. had to wait for the rain to stop. saw some people quarelling. rather not post it here. went to USJ 4 padang. saw ting you. begged him for the ball. gave him a sheepish look. hehe. got the ball. shot a few hoops. karyn didnt want to go near the court. dont know her.

me and karyn met jonathan chin. an ex USJ 4 student. damn cute!!!!!!and he smiled at me. i didnt know he remembered me. well, i think we use to play basketball in school when i was in form 2. he so leng chai adi.

eating MCD fries now. with strawberry sundae and coke. haha. enjoying!!

thats all

byebye~

2 .shEEts.
10:32 PM


Wednesday, March 16, 2005

i went shopping today! so happy. ate pizza for lunch.

i bought a new school bag. well, actually its not meant for school. but its so cute!! ryn, if you are reading this, i know you will be so jealous. actually, i must thank my dear friend karyn who showed me the bag. muahaha. i bought it. i felt a little guilty because the price was RM 36.90. i think. but got discount. 10% only.

we walked everywhere. didnt go in to every shop though. then i went into F.O.S. found karyn's handbag. bought it. i think she's jealous. cause i bought the same colour. bluek. *karyn gonna kill me*.

i spent alot today. after i bought the 2 bags, i was kinda broke. 7 bucks left. then we walked everywhere again to find karyn's starter kit. no luck. she was kinda disappointed.

oh yea. before we went to F.O.S, aman went to tropicana life. we saw one shirt with the word "hell" printed. he tried it. but he took M size which makes him look kinda, erm, weird? so karyn told him to take a bigger size. she took a XL size shirt for him. he didnt know. tried on. didnt turn out that bad. at least it was better then the M size. he didnt believe us that it looked good on him. and he insisted to have the M size shirt. well. somehow, he was convinced. but not for long. we waited outside for him to pay for it, then he changed it to L size. and i think its gonna look a little weird on him. bluek.

i didnt find any basketball jersey. i did found some. but their S size is gigantic. no luck. gave up then.

so boring. nothing to do now. just came back from dinner not long ago. so damn bored there. at least not so bored cause my cousin sister and i seem to link.

im dont feel guilty now. i showed my dad my new bags. he said its nice. phew~ not so guilty after all.

btw, saw alot of "lala chai" in pyramid. bluek. so ugly. bluek. i dont understand those people. their dressing is like so damn terrible. i wonder why girls would like them. oh yea. saw bryan lim, wei keong and some girls. no comment. *rolls eye*.

cant think of anymore now. will add it to the next blog if i can think of anything else. tata~

3 .shEEts.
10:19 PM


Tuesday, March 15, 2005

i think those two post r kind of the same... dun mind kay?

0 .shEEts.
11:45 PM

what happen to blogger nowadays?

oh. ok. so here am i. just came back from MCD an hour plus ago. i saw this cute counter guy who was taking my order. nice eyes. nice smile. too bad he's malay.

nothing much actually happened today. but i did a lot of add maths questions today. such a good girl eh?

remember about the guy i mentioned yesterday? im not sure whether i should go for him. i mean, i had fun talking to him for the past few days. but today, it seems like, i dont know. i didnt have much to say to him today. no sparks or whatever. i dont think we have anything in common. cause he's like one of those guys who hardly study, and me? a bit of good girl type. ryn, help me!!

i dont think i can ever find a basketball jersey that fits me. one of my friend told me that the jersey sizes are mostly XL, XXL. all those big big sizes. he only found his size after a long time searching. i wonder how am i gonna get my size? im so smaaaallllll.

oh yea. finally, im going shopping tomorrow. yay! i think im going to spend alot. i havent hung out with school friends for such a long time. church friends? lots of times. school friends? hardly.

so...nothing much happened today. life is totally bored. especially when its the school holidays. tatA~

2 .shEEts.
11:24 PM

here am i again. boring. as usual.

let me see what happened today. i was awake until 2.30 am this morning. if i say this out i think you guys are gonna freak. i did add maths work. i didnt have anything better to do. i signed off my computer, headed to my room, did what i needed to do. settled down to do add maths. unbelievable right? i wanted to try out that new book i bought yesterday. i think im gonna flunk add maths.

what else happened? so freaking bored at home. i slept in the afternoon for quite some time. i didnt have anything else to do right? oh yea. i woke up around 10 something today. i did add maths. again. i think im going to crazy. thanks to add maths. bluek.

remember that guy i mentioned yesterday? im not sure whether to go for him or not. the problem is, i dont think i have much in common with him. yea. both of us knows chinese, but we dont seem to link. the past few days was okay. we did have lots of things to talk about. i chatted with him today again. i dont have much to say to him. probably because i kept bumping into him online. i dont know. i think im not gonna go for him. ryn, help me!

oh yea. ryn, good for you. after what happened. you-know-what. okie.

my mind is blank. i cant think of anything now.

ryn. shopping! i think theres no chance that i can find a basketball jersey. my friend bought his jersey after searching for so long. he said most of the sizes were XL, or XXL. dead.

what else can i say? i think i'll blog later if i can think of something to write. tata~

0 .shEEts.
9:40 PM


Monday, March 14, 2005

well, im staring at this page, nothing to do. im so freaking bored. isnt there anything interesting during the holidays? i cant wait till this friday. at least im going to my friend's house with all my close friends. there are lots of facilities there. serious. a place where they have a basketball court, a swimming pool, gym. isnt it great? but i'll have to wait till friday. that's sad. sad because im gonna be bored for this few days.

i want to shop. i wana go shopping. i want a new basketball jersey. the jerseys look nice. let me see. what else do i want? i want a new school bag. these are all the things from my wishlist. so if you guys want to know about it, view my wishlist.

i really dont know what to write. i went cycling just now, with sher ree. quite fun though cause the weather was nice. after-rain wind. so cooling. but i sweated alot too. after that went dinner with my uncle and aunt in taipan. food was nice. ate alot. gonna get fat.

boring. i bought one add maths book just now. the questions damn hard. i dont even know whether i can do even one single question. sigh.

i think im interested in some guy now. im not sure. his from some different school. i dont know. sigh. love can be complicated at times like these. oh. sher ree just got some disappointing news. was kinda funny too.

let me tell u a funny thing that happened today.

i went cycling today. i didnt know my bike was out of air. both tyres. the back one was worse than the front one. ok. so i didnt exactly care bout it. cycled back after dropping by at jillian's. just to make her jealous that me and sher ree get to go out. together. since she's usually jealous cause i hang out more with sher ree. so, i felt uneasy cycling the bike. i cant turn and look at my bike since i was on the road. so i asked sher ree to check it out for me. she said my tyre was flat. then i was like " not again." cause everytime we talked about jillian or whatever to do with jillian, my bike's tyre will sure punture. or whatever bad thing happen to it.

well, that was first part of the story. we cycled to petronas. i had a hard time cycling the bike. seriously. the feeling was no good. finally, reached petronas. both of us didnt know how to use that pump air thingy. so, we just simply pushed the buttons and just stuff it to the bike. u know where right. and theres this button you have to press so the machine will pump the air. we didnt know anything about it. then this worker who sat down for a long time, probably watching us experimenting the machine. he told us from far that we have to push that red color button. so humiliating.

after we pumped the air. i thought everything was done. then i cycled. the same worker told me the tyre is still flat. then i wanted to turn back and pump again but there was like two cars there waiting to use the machine. so, cycled to shell. at least this time sher ree knows how to use that thing. but i was still messed up. still no idea how to use that thing. well, mission was accomplished though. but i need to learn how to use that thing. what if my tyre goes flat again?

there were 2 guys who asked me to go out with them. hello? i dont even know them. and they dont sound cute. they're like mr desparado. desparate to hang out with me. lolx. the cute me. haha. joking. i rejected one of them straight away, then he was like "then get out of my contact list. NOW!" i asked him back, why cant you just delete me? den he said " ladies first". i was kinda pissed. why cant he just delete me if he doesnt want me in his list? such a lame person right?

the other guy, i think he's kind of a pervert. dont ask me about it. i hate it when people just dont get the point when im not interested in them.

so thats all for now. tatA~

4 .shEEts.
9:57 PM


Sunday, March 13, 2005

im so damn bored. dont mind me. im just posting some stupid craps on this blog. i've got nothing better to do. sigh. its raining now and i cant play basketball because its too dark outside. and the floor is wet. bummer.

i really want to grow taller. i wish iwas 6 feet. wow. then i can easily win the school team players. but thats like so impossible.

so boring. what am i gonna do?

2 .shEEts.
9:53 PM

A 'Missed call' does not only mean an unanswered call...

it can have other tons of meanings..

they can b..

Message:
-how r u?

-r u okay?

-im thinking of u

-im missing u

-wat r u doing now?

-r u free now?

-i wonder if ur okay?

-for fun

-can u talk to me?
-a 'please'

-reply of yes or no

-i'm bored

That is y. u muz always miss call a person when u think of him/her..so dat when umisscall the person.. she/he will feel secure or know dat ur caring about him/her.. but.. don miss call a person without reason..especially a girl to a boy..or a boy to a girl..as it can meanothermeanings..that is why..the girlfriend's always get angry at their boyfriends when anothergirl miss calls their boys for more than 2 times..so girls out there ..don miss call any boys who have girlfrens..n to boys out there..don miss call girls without any reason..or reply other girl's miss calls..you should know your girl don like it..

wut the hell is this? do u actually agree to it? i dont exactly agree. not fully. it means something but i still dont agree to it. swtz.

2 .shEEts.
9:40 PM

here m i. another day spent without doing anything good.

well, im reading slam dunk comics now. im so in love with it. good thing that my friend from church brought me the books today. even tho there are a few missing books, i still enjoy reading it. interesting story, since i love basketball.

today wasnt the greatest day. i didnt have to attend sunday school class since the teacher wasnt there. went so late breakfast, early lunch. i was late for the second hymn for service. my friend was so scared. well, sort of. luckily i got back in time.

i didnt have the mood to do anything today. i slept at 3am last night. or should i say morning. went to play basketball passing with my guy friends wearing skirt and boots. yea, i know. im such a tomboy right? actually i went to shoot a few hoops before going for breakfast since the court was so near to the shop.

boring. boring. boring.

what can i do? im so boring. i want to play basketball. i dont want people to think im weak and stuffs. like today. i guess.

i guess i'll end my blog here. i may be blogging later.

0 .shEEts.
7:01 PM

im so damn bored. i've got nothing to do but complain and complain bout how bored am i now. and the weather is terrible. omg. so hot and humit. what happened to the cool wind?

i so wish i had a boyfriend now. at least someone is there to talk to me. sigh. im going for another guy now. i think this is the 3rd guy i've gone to in a week, or more. bad huh? i dont take myself as a playgirl. no point liking a guy that doesnt like you back right?

someone said some good things to me. ryn, u know it. that guy. okie. ryn, i confess. i was happy. not that very happy type. but happy. he's a nice guy. now that i realized. he was willing to take the trouble to help me in something. well. i didnt really know that he was this good until like, uh, today.

i want a new phone. new camera phone. desparately. sad enough.

my brother found out about the slam dunk tv series. it was much cheaper than the price in speedy.

u wanna know bout my ex boyfriends? psst...but make sure u keep it to youself.

* 1st ex - D guy. erm. not really cute or handsome though. but i really liked him. well, things didnt turn out well. only lasted for 3 months.

* 2nd ex - also another D guy. quite cute. but he didnt talk to me the whole time. only lasted for erm...2 days..-.-

* 3rd ex - use to be quite cute. now? ugh. he was really nice as a bf. well, too bad. things didnt seem to work. there were sparks for some time, but vanished later on. only lasted for 3 months.

well, as you can see, i've never had a long relationship before. i dont even know the feeling about having a long-term relationship. sad huh?

4 .shEEts.
12:46 AM


Saturday, March 12, 2005

here am i, again. nothing much actually happened today. as usual, i'll say that im bored of my life, my daily routine. ugh. whatever.

okie. i woke up at 12 30 in the afternoon. i know, i know. piggy right? then, walked around the house like a hooligan. erm. i slept around 3 something again. i dont know. i just lie down on my bed, read a book, too lazy to continue. so i just slept again. swtz..

now that i realized, im not that short after all. well, kinda normal i guess. thats what some people say.

i was kinda freaked out last night. someone told me something that i never expected from himself. i was scared at first. but not for long. well, it wasnt my problem anyway. but i think i mis-judged him a little. he wasnt exactly the person i thought he was. omg.

i dont have much to blog today. so i think thats all.

1 .shEEts.
7:56 PM


Friday, March 11, 2005

okay, here am i blogging again.

life is boring. pure boring. i skipped school today cause there was this "saingan" thingy for sports day. i wanted to go. i went. but i was like 2 hours late. my mom didnt wake me up. swt. i kinda got up myself and saw the sky so bright. looked at my phone for the time. 9.10 am. then i was like "WHAT!!" i went downstairs to look for my mom but she was out. yea. i quickly got prepared. by the time i was done, my mom came home. got in the car n went to MPSJ. i think the boys were running when i just got there. was quite interesting. i think the teachers actually thought i was running cuz i look like one? lolx. i think so.

oh yea, i told wei ling that im not running for sports day anymore. i think she was kind of shock. she was like "why? nvm, go scold the person lah" then she reminded me that the person happens to be....erhem..."somebody"...some 2 face person. yea. den someone beside her asked "who dont want you to run wor?" then i replied her "i dunno. some people". hmph. then the girl kept quiet. wei ling asked me to scold the person. i wish i could. but i have no proof. too bad.

it rained around 10 something. me and my friends went to the MPSJ canteen and sat there until the rain stopped. went to burger king. i didnt know burger king's burger was that nice. serious. and then me, guat lu, jillian, sandra(F3) and sher ree went and play the kiddy slide thing. and now that i know that jillian's ass and thighs cant fit to the slide thingy and mine can. means, her ass is bigger than mine. right? i was kinda fun.

jillian's sister. biggest problem among all. she went with us to burger king. she had no friends there and the stuffs we were talking about doesnt seem to link to her. get it? we paid for most of the food when she only paid for her own food. and then, she kept eating our food. especially my criss-cut potato!!! damn. when i was there, she didnt touch the food. then, me and sher ree went down to re-fill out drinks. when i went back to our place, my cirss-cut potato thing was almost gone. there were only like 5 or six pieces left. then i was so angry.

guat lu told me that jeswena took most of my potatos when i wasnt around. i wanted to scold her so loudly that everyone could here. but in the end, i just kept quiet. i dont like the way she acts. bitch.

then after that, we wanted to go to sher ree's house to just sit down, though its quite far from taipan. well, just the sake of fun as usual. then jillian tried to persuade her sister to go home. cause since we're on the way to house. so her sister acted like a bloody bitch. jillian asked her to hold the keys but she refused. then she purposely dropped the keys on the floor. can you imagine that? \

but fortuantely, she went home. we dont need to see her face anymore. but there was this jillian. irritating as usual. talking about all those stupid nonsense that i dont even wana hear. ugh. i dont even know why she wanted to hang out with us. we dont exactly like her nor dislike her. just somewhere in the middle.

here am i, sitting down here, blogging, without any cute guys in my life to flirt with. okay, fine. cool guys, yes, and thats runner no. 2. ehe. only 2 people knows bout the nickname. i think i kinda like him now. u-noe-who. at least he doesnt ignore me, so far. kinda satisfied.

okay, here's what i think about my subjects.

English - okay. kind of easy to score. just have to make sure my essay interesting and have the correct grammar.

BM - i dont like the novel. the book damn thick and doesnt look interesting to me. besides that, its getting tougher.

Moral - dont really study it. but i think the toughest part will be the essay part.

History - weird teacher. she sounds like she's teaching english more than history. anyway, i dont like the subject.

Maths - weird teacher with a weird voice. i dont exactly understand what she teaches. i love maths. the only good thing about her is that she's concern bout our work.

Add Maths - shanti. swt. she's ok. and i tend to like add maths now. i just dont understand it.

Chemistry - use to love it. but dropped to the level that LIKE it only. thanks to that short teacher. i dont like the way she teaches. i prefer Pn. Liew.

Physics - much better than the previous teacher. i guess. but my current teacher is not strict enough. not strict enough to force me to do my work.

Biology - dont like the teacher. dont exatly like the subject also. but just take it for the sake of dissecting the frog.

EST - its not a hard subject but the words are so hard. all those "high-tech" words appear in this subject.

so dats bout my subject.

dats all for this post. tata.

0 .shEEts.
8:45 PM


Thursday, March 10, 2005

first of all, ryn, i will support u!!! dun give up.

okay. today was a big disaster. serious. its not my biz tho, but i was really curious. forget it. now that i noe wut actually happened.

i had to wake up really early today for some reasons. i woke up at 5:15 am! omg. i was so freaking sleepy in school. i reached skool at 6 20 am, around that time. n i have no idea dat the school was so freaking quiet! and i tot there would be students there, but no, there were less than 10 people in the school compound. den i actually walked around the school like a fool, in and out. den i met nichol. i saw him sitting down, sleeping. swt. sat down n talked to him for quite some time. he's actually nice to talk to. at least he din say anything dat would piss me off. den sher ree came to me and asked me bout the moral assignment thingy. same time, jillian and her sister reached school. as u noe, jilllian's sister - jeswena, i think, likes to follow sher ree everywhere like a dog, which irritates sher ree. den dat jeswena actually sat down and wanted to add herself in the conversation. dun u think its embarrasing? i mean, jeswena and nichol hardly knew each other. nichol was like "ugh". i dun think he likes her anyway.

so, sher ree did a great job by walking away so dat girl wouldnt be there. and then we continued our conversation until his frens came. so dat was the end of the story. jeswena dun exactly know how to fight back i think. cuz she asked who's darshini. den me n sher ree was like "a girl". den she asked "form?" den we answered "4". den i duno wut brought me and her into a tiny little arguement. she said dat " who's darshini? " phrase wasnt a question. swt. wut was it suppose to be if it is not a question? brainless. so i kinda argued back with her, den i think i got her mouth shut for a while. a while. stupid girl.

im so tired today. i din do anything much. oh yea. btw, im not running for sports day anymore. some people are good enuff to put someone else instead of me. yea, i cant run. i know. i admit. but at least i can have a try. but no. dey dun even give me a single little chance to try. i've nvr tried sprint running b4 and want to try it out. but too bad, dey dun wan me to run. so i'll just keep quiet? i cant fight back. i know im not good at running so dey'd rather put a better runner den me. i mind, but i dont exactly mind. i dont know.

i think its the same person who doesnt want me in the basketball team and 4x100m baton running. is dat how u spell baton? i dont care. i dont really wana know bout it anymore. im just not satisfied of the basketball thing.

do u think i shud go up to the person and ask? im not 100% sure dat she is the person behind all these. shud i? or shud i not?

0 .shEEts.
7:16 PM

jillian is so lame. worse than b4. omg. i dont know why i even talk to her. shtz.

0 .shEEts.
2:04 PM


Wednesday, March 09, 2005

wut a day. im so damn boring. just came back from summit. i kinda made a fool out of myself in popular bookshop. there's this book, price tag- RM5.90. u.s price - $ 5.99. im really curious. i mean like, look at the price, dont you think is a little weird? i do. i went up to the cashier and confirmed the price. instead of answering me in a polite tone, those bitches at the cashier was like staring at me. i was like "uh oh". i asked them, " is this the price for the book? " i know it sounds kinda funny and weird to ask this kind of question. but i will freak out if the price was RM 30++ instead. i cant afford it by myself. those bitches was like " uh, yea ", still looking at me with that weird look, i really wanted to slap their faces man. i turned my back to them, they were laughing. -.-". swt. i know its weird but, they can just laugh at my back rite? i think i just humiliated myself. omg. help!!!

i hate somebody now. i've heard stories bout her today. she doesnt look like a back-stabber, but she acts like one. im not gonna post her name here. if sumone sees this, im dead. swt.

now that i realized, han jia's quite a nice guy. so far.

sports day coming. im freaking out. i dont have the mood to run anymore. thx to somebody who looks down on people. she didnt exactly said it to me or anyone, but i think dats wut she is thinking. im not the runner material. serious. i joined sports day for the sake of fun. its my second last year in school. i really wana have fun. at least i joined something in high school. *sighz*

we did a experiment today. biology. ugh. its good to go in the lab. but its not as fun as u think it is. we did some experiment on onion cell and "sel pipi" thingy. i think some people would have did it in form 1. i duno. my group had to get the "sel pipi" from the guys since none of the girls were daring enuff to "donate" their cell. it was kinda interesting though. i played with some liquid thingy. it was blue in color. drop a few drops of it on my fingers n let it be for 2 minutes i think. i went to wash my hand later and the thing couldnt come out. fortunately, my fingers are clean now. swt.

oh yea. did you guys know dat i dont know how to use a lighter? i know its bad. i just learnt how to use it today. i dont like using it. later burn my finger how? eheh.

kok seng, im not mad adi. was just kidding. and i still wan my MCD. if u're reading this, pls remember my meal.

carmen with dat form 5 shorty. one of the twins. ewww..*sick*.so disgusting. holding hands walking everywhere in school. omg. dat sux. eww. i cant imagine anything further.

gtg now. ciaoz.......

2 .shEEts.
9:52 PM


Tuesday, March 08, 2005

today was sucky. ish. i had to take my club picture with my hair messed up. damn. i suck in pictures. i saw last year's yearbook, and i looked awfully weird in the picture. what the hell??!!

today's my suckiest day so far. if there is such word. and kok seng if u read this, i'm pissed. i'm nothing but pissed and u know why.

i hate school. i don't have the mood for school anymore. i hate my class, i hate my subjects, i even hate some of the people in school. what is wrong with me? need help.

i wasnt selected for the basketball school team. sad huh? i think they'd rather put some sucky people in it cause "some" of them (u know who you are) thinks i'm not tough enough. i guess. that's what i have in my mind now. i mean, come on, do you wanna put some people who doesnt even know how to play well? its not about me. i wont even think about going for school team training anymore. promise. im not going to go there and make a fool out of myself. never ever.

just heard a shocking news. swt. im not gonna post it here. its about somebody and somebody. lolx.

i need tuition.

i still think today is my suckiest day so far. im pissed by u-noe-who. damn. and im so tired i even slept during maths just now. who cares? the teacher didnt teach. everyone was busy with their club photos and stuffs.

i wana play basketball. my goal now is to learn basketball skills. and mayb someday, MAYBE, i might be able to win some players from the school team. i have no idea. but i hope that one day will come.

3 .shEEts.
2:51 PM


Sunday, March 06, 2005

damn tired today. played basketball in under the hot sun with my church frenz. so bloody hot. 2pm. imagine the sun. my lips are so dry now. starting to "crack". damn. i had to stay back until 5.30pm to fill in for the pianist for my fren. lucky he is good enuff to send me home. from kepong to subang. good rite? lolx.

nothing much happened today. as usual, sunday, church. i skipped sunday skool class today. had to learn my add maths. some guy from church taught me. he is like a genius in add maths, his not a nerd. plus, he's also a skool team basketball player. cool huh? add maths is driving me crazy. i'd just finished add maths b4 i blog. i didnt exactly finish it but i did some. got some correct, got some which i have no idea how to look for the answer. omg. help!!!!!

im so damn tired. i think im gonna sleep after i blog. i think i had sunburn today. im getting darker nowadays. back to the me when i was in form 2. *sighz*. i like tanned skin, but i think im over-tanned. if there is such word @ phrase. wutever.

i din blog yesterday cuz i was out from 12 something in the afternoon. i reached home at 11 pm. too tired to blog or go on9. my dad gave commands not to use the com too. so, i was good enuff to listen to him n help myself. im getting less n less sleep nowadays. i duno y. too lazy to sleep i guess. lolx.

i think im gonna stop here. bye ppl. muaxxx.

0 .shEEts.
10:24 PM


Friday, March 04, 2005

"Beautiful Soul"

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

0 .shEEts.
11:46 PM

boring. another boring day. finally, end of a week. its friday. i love friday. went to skool as usual. dont plan to skip skool nowadays, or else i'll be really left out in studies. i hate my class. i say it again. I HATE MY CLASS. ok, i dont hate it dat badly, but i dislike it. yea.

exams coming. n i havent started studying yet. i think im gonna flunk chem, physics, bio, add maths or mayb EST. shtz. have to start studying from NOW! i seriously need someone to tutor me now. i cant seem to understand my subjects. HELP!

today we got dumb ceramah bout oral - lisan. everyone went to da bilik guru 2. suppose to sit on the chair, but unfortunately, there were not enuff chairs. so everyone had to sit on the floor. n the floor is so damn dusty. ugh. datin huslina said we r gonna have a new canteen operator. i hope its true cuz the canteen food now r so un-hygeine. seriously. the bees n insects flying all over the drinks. the noodles r so damn oily, the rice r so dry. i think they keep the nasi lemak overnight. n i actually love the nasi lemak once upon a time. seriously.

sports day. my biggest fear now. besides exams. help. help. help.

i wana update my blog. who can teach me?

oh yea. sumthing happened to indi today. haha. damn funny. who wanna noe den ask me k?

erm, gks black chicken. haha. haha. i see him nowadays oso i wana laugh. very dark. haha. very funny. sry ar. dun angry. its da fact. hehe.

went to MPH juz now. bought a book titled " girls night out , boys night in". its a flip book which makes it so cool. lolx. looks interesting to me. wanted to buy 4 other books, but i think my dad will be broke if he paid for all 5 books. well, at least i got a new book to read. its good to read. lolx. depends wut type of books u read.

i wana get tetanus jab again. im acting very crazy nowadays. n its not bcuz of him k?? it has NOTHING to do wif HIM!!!! hehe. sry. i wana jab my ass. haha. im crapping now. i juz wana make my blog as long as possible. lolx

0 .shEEts.
10:23 PM


Thursday, March 03, 2005

KOK SENG BLACK CHICKEN!!!!!!!!!!

2 .shEEts.
11:06 PM

forget bout the guy i've been talking about these days. im not gonna waste my time on him. serious. i swear. was quite bummed at first. lisa n karyn noes wut happen. dun ask me. i dun wana talk bout it anymore. lets juz forget bout the past n move on.

add maths is a torcher subject. see whether u agree wif me on this line , " additional maths makes u go additional mad." agree? for the form 4's n 5's. im so bored wif life. *sighz*. nothing much to say bout today. erm, juz got back my com. my mom asked the computer guy to format it. so he did. n he brought it back today. finally i got my com back.

han jia told me sumthing weird yesterday n when i asked him for further details he refused to tell me. y? y? y? he's making me so curious. serious. watsup wif him anyway? n his face is so black, black n black. in fact, all the football players got sunburn. haha. black ppl. hehe. im so glad dat im not as bad as them.

h/w's. i've got lots of them. especially add maths. omg. becoming mad adi. help. need tutoring for add maths. anyone good enuff to teach me? im so stuck.

hey. im not sad after wut had happened today. seriously. ok, mayb a little. probably cuz i expected the ending. had experience wif the same guy last year. n dis thing is like a history replay, n i dun like it. y cant i have a happy ending? sighz. forget bout it. im not even sad.

good news. i can flirt again. lolx. not really. im interested in another guy now. n dat guy is good. good as in nice, funny, friendly. smsed him for the past few hours. good sign to move on i think. lolx.

ryn. u dun have to worry bout dat fella. if he really did dat, u cant do anything oso rite? mayb he didnt last time, n started recently. or, he did last time stopped recently. i have no idea. but dun worry too much ok?

ive been a good girl today. i've finished my BM essay n my maths hw. except for that sleep during chemistry. hehe. my chemistry teacher happens to be sumone who is shorter den me, n speaks monotone-ly. bored enuff to make me fall asleep.

i duno wat to say now. i guess i'll stop here. bye bye.

5 .shEEts.
2:40 PM


Tuesday, March 01, 2005

yes!! he did it!! finally, i got a msg from him today. but too bad i only received it around 3 sumthing in the afternoon. after many many hours he sent the msg. sighz. nvm. at least he did sumthing. i wasnt in good mood dis morning. talked to wei ling bout sum stuffs. got sum advise. still not so sure. im blanked. reached home in the afternoon, still a little moodless. watched tv n ate lunch. went to check my phone n was shocked to see his msg. serious. din expect any from him since last nite.*smiles*

anyway, im so good today. except not going for house practice n got scolding by teacher. lol. was laughing the whole time teacher lectured me. so funny. din exactly want that "job". who cares. went cycling today. 4gotten dat my bike was out of air. sher ree took her pump air thingy to my house n we pumped dat bike. n u noe how dumb m i. i pumped dat thing for like 10 minutes. was exhausted when sher ree told me dat air was leaking all the way when i pumped dat thing!!!! omg. what a waste of energy. both of us didnt figured out how to use that pump thing. went back to sher ree's hse n borrowed her bike. wat a disgrace. we went around usj 3 n 4, erm, went inside the skool, passed by karyn's hse (4got to bring her present out), den went to 7-11 to buy food, n talked about skool. she saw thomas's pic when he was small. she cant reconize him. such a goody boy when he was young. doesnt even look like the sports person type when he was young. now? wow. MSSS runner. cant believe it.

im so desparate for basketball training. not to forget 4x100m event. im dead. really dead. im not as fast as those other ppl. how m i suppose to survive in the race? help!!!!!!! i need training. training. ive been repeating dis thing since yesterday. i cant get it off my mind. *sighz*. anyone? help?

i havent even started studying for my test, which happens to be next month - april. late huh? i wished my skool were like other skools. either having exams now or finished exams ages ago. im gonna die. i dun understand physics, n history. n i hate history. who doesnt?

ryn. u really wana go for movie this sat? or u wana go for IU? r u gonna call him? are u gonna call ur frens?

0 .shEEts.
7:52 PM



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