Sunday, July 31, 2005

great day in summit. lots of laughters. hehe. me, sylvia and her fren nigel went to summit. wanted to watch movie actually but ended up playing pool. hehe. pool was fun. the last time i played was in standard 3. but at that time, i just simply hit the ball. well, at first i suck a whole lot, but later on got a good coach to coach me - choong hoong. eheh. we met him there so we just invited him to play with us. the worst part - we saw jillian. with all her cousins. but i wasnt really interested in them.

i improved a lot in pool just in one day. less than a day. after a few games i can actually hit the ball properly. im so proud of myself. =)

sylvia was good. so was nigel. the best is still choong hoong. but the enviroment was bad. lots of smokers. i feel so stinky after i walked out of that pool place. ish ish. later on, me sylvia n choong hoong went to take sticker pictures. hehe. so satisfied with our poses. so nice and chunted. =)

after that sylvia came to my house and we cut the pictures and distributed it to ourselves and choong hoong. a fun day out.

0 .shEEts.
8:01 PM


Saturday, July 30, 2005

what a day. the Fridays lunch was not too bad. i shud have ordered the dish that my grandpa had. it has much more cheese den the one in my philly cheese stick sandwich. and there was this young lady who had her b'day there. i tell u thats the funniest thing i've ever seen in a restaurant. it was freaking funny. the way the waiters sang the song. omg! lol. waiters. imagine.

today wasnt a really great day. it wasnt fantastic. and i wanna watch fantastic 4, with him. mayb some other ppl too. but i guess thats not gonna happen cuz well:

( i ) he's grounded.
( ii ) the movie is gonna end soon.

i like him alot. i duno how many times im saying this but i do hope ive got the patience to wait and see what is gonna happen. i really do. wut does it mean if a guy says no comment? good or bad?

btw, me who nvr cooked in my whole entire life started cooking pasta. and just now i made potato salad and pasta for my dinner. all by myself. im so proud. im still gonna repeat this.

• PATIENCE IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS

thanks nic for that line. lol. and thanks to karyn and sylvia who supported me from the past few days. n i hope i still have u guys' support. i love those who cheered me up and give me advises. not to forget those who help me korek maklumat. thanks a lot.

0 .shEEts.
8:57 PM

i am so in love, again. yes. dats me. and this time, i DO like him ALOT. and i hope he does the same thing. but the thing is, im confused about the whole thing. some ppl says this, some ppl says that. i'll keep that to myself. but who m i suppose to believe? the only thing i noe i can do is WAIT. wait for wuts gonna happen. wait for him. i guess. i hope i can succeed in waiting. like ppl say, 'patience is the key to success'.

went to skool early this morning to play bball. well, it was extremely quiet today. VERY quiet. oni me n chia were there. plus some other ppl i dun really noe. ghaz came for a while but he went off later on. bleh. it was so boring today and he only came around 8 15. the whole gang came in either red or black shirt with ties. they dont look dat bad i guess. we, as in me n him, chatted for a while, not long. not too bad. but to me its bad.

den chia went back n i hung out with sylvia, joey and z-in, not to forget jake n him who were the securities for the interact installation thing. the weather was extremely hot and everyone were complaining. yea. and time flies. those ppl went up at 10 and i was well, left alone when i saw florence. my life saver. we talked for a long time and it was fun. we were being all crappy n kept doing stupid things. well, im the one who does stupid things not her. wait a minute, she did something stupid too. she took a picture of my ear. lol. the pic was funny when i saw it. but overall chatting with her was fun.

went home later on and ended up blogging here. going to Friday's for lunch and after that to the airport to send my aunt n her children back to new zealand. and as for the gang, they are going to summit. except him i guess cuz he said he was grounded. well, poor thing. its a good thing i told nic that i cant make it. even though i could he still wont be there. so its less fun.

last but not least, open day, which was yesterday was B-o-r-i-n-g!! and i guess more than half of the students from skool got some scolding or lecture from their parents. its normal. but parents dont understand us. its hard to study in an enviroment with so much temptation around us. i suppose if they were living in this kind of enviroment, they will be tempted too.

anyway, this is one of the longest post. see u tonite.

1 .shEEts.
11:01 AM


Sunday, July 24, 2005

bug hall is so damn cute. i watched Get A Clue just now. even though i dun really like the storyline, bug hall is so damn cute. so so so so so damn cute. sad dat he doesnt appear much on tv. he has this innocent look i guess. i still like chad too. chad is hot. bug is cute.

yesterday's one tree hill was so sad. brooke had to shift to another place, but good thing lucas was there to comfort her. =)

im so dead. open day is on friday. bummer.

0 .shEEts.
9:33 PM


Wednesday, July 20, 2005

my blog is so dead, and im so gonna die. open day is next friday and im freaking out. my results are bad. really bad. i did fail bio. shucks. well, i wrote some bad stuffs on the paper, but no words like FUCK or BITCH. the only bad word was SUCKS! dats all, and i guess the stupid bio teacher is gonna kill me by reporting to whats-her-name. who noes? i wasnt even writing about her. dumb ass.

so, my life isnt completely a disaster. but part of it still is one.

i bought new books again. im so happy. these are the few books i want:

to kill a mocking bird - yea its old. but i watched the movie in ace ed-venture and the movie is not bad. i also read the screenplay but i dun really understand it. so i NEED to get that book!!

the virginity club - well known as the V club. the story sounds nice. thats all.

gossip times three - even tho the text font looks like a kiddy font, the book sounds nice cuz i read it from the back.

actually i want alot of books. but im not sure whether i have enuff cash to buy those books. well, i hope i can get the books i want. i dun think im gonna buy adult books for a while. some adults books are really sick. i found a book that has the title - THE RUNNER. reminds me of u-noe-who. but i dont have feelings anymore.

i think me and gl are ok. lets hope we wont fight over u-noe-what again. hmm.

5 .shEEts.
8:02 PM


Friday, July 15, 2005

its been a long time since i blogged. nothing to brag about. but then again, even if i did have something to brag about, no one would comment it. so, why waste my time when i can do something better?

so, now my life is back to normal. i dun like anyone, im such a good girl for doing my revision.

well. thats it.

0 .shEEts.
9:55 PM


Saturday, July 09, 2005

• 
  You are Yellow Elephant, who has cheerful and natural personality.
• You tend to be bit manly too.
• You are a person of action, and a hard worker.
• Your activity tends to be a lot like volunteering, as you like to do things that would make other people happy.
• Their happiness becomes your happiness.
• You are fair to every body.
• Your pure heart and sense of balance creates good personal relationships.
• You also have a skill in making good atmosphere, and you can draw in people to your own pace of doing.
• Your confidence and sense of persuasion makes you a good leader.
• But your advantages are not realized by people in short term effect.
• Before actually being realized by those around, you may have to overcome lots of obstacles and misunderstandings.
• And then finally, you will be recognized.
• You lack natural instinct and caution; this makes you vulnerable to deceit.
• You have great observation eyes, and critical ability.
• You tend to adopt a clear-cut attitude towards things, and are therefore can think very rationally.
• You can make quick decisions.
• You have many personal interests, and you tend to put priority on your interest.
• The effort you put in to become a specialist is splendid.
• You want to make decisions on your own.
• So, even after you get married, you will lead your husband, and your family will be female dominant.
• You may meet your partner through your interest.

0 .shEEts.
11:00 AM


Wednesday, July 06, 2005

life is just pure sadness for me. i so feel like crying, but is it worth?

even tho i said i dun mind, but the fact is, i do. i cant help my feelings. it hurts, alot. i just want to forget about everything. i just want things to go the way i want. isnt it better that way?

0 .shEEts.
11:14 PM


Tuesday, July 05, 2005

this is like one of the worst day i ever had. sumthing happened today and i dont like it. how could she do that? i dont even noe how i feel now, im sad and pissed and bummed but same time, i did have fun today. besides that thing. frens will noe wut im talking about. ryn, if u are reading this, i'll tell u later on9.

she actually did sumthing good for him. i mean, yea, she is good in those stuffs, but i feel sad for myself. i dont noe anything bout those stuffs. a little maybe. main point is, im bummed. i saw almost everything today and i wanted to burst out into tears. fortunately, i held my tears back cuz u see, if i really did cry, i guess im the one who will be humiliated. but today's 20 minute recess has been a long recess for me, and a sad one. i just cant get that scene out of my mind now. i wish things were better for me. now its just a piece of shit.

im starting to fall apart. wutever that means, is that the correct to use it?

i really cant bear to look anymore. im afraid that it will hurt more than it does now. wut shud i do? ryn, help me. you r kinda good in this.

i really, really hope things would be better. it sucks this way. at times like these, i actually hate my life. but wut can i do about it? im not gonna commit suicide for love. but its a sad case.

* edited - the last thing that i hope is to argue with HIM!! shucks, it did happen. and it was quite bad until he went off9. im gonna die, not for real. but it just sux when u noe he is gonna tell that girl and that girl will probably be very happy about it. and im the bad guy in this situation. FISH!

5 .shEEts.
9:11 PM


Monday, July 04, 2005

this is stupid. everytime i blogged, no comments. sigh.

today was as usual - boring. like duh, its after exams. we had this long, boring assembly this morning. that stupid majlis perlantikan pengawas thing. i didnt even watched a single thing. maybe just a little.

proceeded back to class without any lessons. good thing. and we just lepak-ed in class. got back my add maths paper 2 today. screwed up. i failed. 39/100. stupid. one more mark to pass. i hope i can get better marks in paper 1.

read a so-called story today. "gangsters vs love". not too good not too bad. lots of grammar mistakes. real common mistakes. the storyline was not bad, but the way the person elaborates it, hmm, not that good i guess. who m i to judge that person? shucks. im not that good myself either. but the pics of the characters were freaking cool. the guys, even tho they looked lala but they are cute. i think those ppl are japanese. no idea tho.

i like him alot. but i also have 2 new targets. both nice ppl.

im gonna die.

and i love word search puzzles. =)

3 .shEEts.
10:51 PM


Sunday, July 03, 2005

lalala~

yesterday was bad at first, but 360 degree changed. so, it was fine after that. took sticker pics again. i dun think i got anything to blog. yesterday was fine. n the guys bought that stupid earing. damn freaking fake. its a magnet earing. stupid guys. =)

the good part about yesterday was 6 guys n 1 girl which is me. =) kembang d.

0 .shEEts.
8:37 PM


Saturday, July 02, 2005

exams are finally over. happiness is in the air. tmr going pyramid. the best.

0 .shEEts.
12:57 AM



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