RACHIE

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

this is like one of the worst day i ever had. sumthing happened today and i dont like it. how could she do that? i dont even noe how i feel now, im sad and pissed and bummed but same time, i did have fun today. besides that thing. frens will noe wut im talking about. ryn, if u are reading this, i'll tell u later on9.

she actually did sumthing good for him. i mean, yea, she is good in those stuffs, but i feel sad for myself. i dont noe anything bout those stuffs. a little maybe. main point is, im bummed. i saw almost everything today and i wanted to burst out into tears. fortunately, i held my tears back cuz u see, if i really did cry, i guess im the one who will be humiliated. but today's 20 minute recess has been a long recess for me, and a sad one. i just cant get that scene out of my mind now. i wish things were better for me. now its just a piece of shit.

im starting to fall apart. wutever that means, is that the correct to use it?

i really cant bear to look anymore. im afraid that it will hurt more than it does now. wut shud i do? ryn, help me. you r kinda good in this.

i really, really hope things would be better. it sucks this way. at times like these, i actually hate my life. but wut can i do about it? im not gonna commit suicide for love. but its a sad case.

* edited - the last thing that i hope is to argue with HIM!! shucks, it did happen. and it was quite bad until he went off9. im gonna die, not for real. but it just sux when u noe he is gonna tell that girl and that girl will probably be very happy about it. and im the bad guy in this situation. FISH!

5 .shEEts.
9:11 PM

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.room makeover.
.lose weight.
.study harder when I get to college.
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.a good life.

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